Well, I've been busy with college lately again, so my desire to draw again has slowed down once more to a block. I mean, I have ideas, but whenever I try to draw them, I get stuck. Not to mention that my sharpener's starting to suck, so I might need to get a new one. I really hope that this isn't diminishing my presence here on deviantArt, 'cuz that would really, really suck.
And on a more personal level, my dog's been going blind. It's been freaking me out 'cuz he's old (he's 12 as of this year), and I'm keep worrying about his health. My mom says he's doing fine, but I can't help but freak out 'cuz he's the first dog my family's ever had and I don't know what I'd do if he died (I've had multiple pets die on me, and each time I was emotionally devastated). Not to mention I'm getting more and more worried about my relationships, both online and real life. Plus it's gonna be 2 years since my friend's death in 2013 in a few days, which still feels surreal. And I feel like this worry might come off as being attention-grabbing, but this is just how I vent. I feel better whenever I'm public with my feelings, 'cuz like, I have a hard time finding someone to talk to about my own worries without it feeling like I'm overbearing (which is hypocritical of me, 'cuz I'm always encouraging others that I'll listen to them and help with their problems).
I dunno, I feel like there's a lot on my mind right now. But I'll try to look on the positive, 'cuz I know I can't dwell on these feelings forever. I'm definitely gonna have to get back to drawing soon, 'cuz I still have a bunch of ideas to do. That, and I have to finish something I should have done a long, LONG time ago.